I’m waiting on an oil change and it’s miserable. My arm hurts, my stomach hurts, I’m terribly sleepy and I just want to go home. But I can’t. I refuse to just quit things I need to get done because of how I feel. I’ve already given up so much already, I feel like I can suck it up and sit through this.
It just frustrates me that something so simple is so straining for me. Seriously, being chronically ill is ridiculous.
But at least I’m able to drive here and still sit here in my condition. One day, I may miss days like this. One day, I may be too sick to even leave the house alone so today, I’ll be thankful. It’s really hard, but I’ll be thankful.