It really doesn’t take much to make me out of breath, and today I was getting out of breath doing these small hand exercises.
I’m not sure why, didn’t even feel like I was doing that much my body felt like it was.
So now I only have one hour to be completely ready for dinner tonight (it’s my boyfriend’s birthday). Yet, I haven’t even started getting ready because I’m so exhausted, it’s literally pathetic. It takes me so long to get ready these days, I really needed to start like two hours ago to look how I want to look. Unfortunately though, we don’t always get what we want.
I can either wash my hair, or I can put on make up, but I don’t have the time or energy to do both. It makes me sad. I want to be able to do everything that I want to do, without running the risk of being miserable because I “over did it” ugh.