What could go wrong has today.
I had a dream I had a baby that died, so I woke up this morning already sad. Then my dog had an accident in my room that I had to clean up. Then I checked my bank account to find it severely negative because I paid AT&T with my card instead of Dillon’s. It was such a careless mistake but I honestly have no recollection of doing it wrong. My memory is getting so bad, and I have no idea why. Then when I went to leave to for the bank to plead with them to reverse the overdraft fee, because we have the money, it was just the wrong account; I get in the car and notice my windshield is dirty. I pull the windshield wipers and it sprayed out the fluid but my wipers didn’t move. Then I realized they were frozen to my car! So I go searching for an ice scrapper, and eventually find it. I head back out and try lifting the wipers so I could scrap the ice and I ended up breaking both windshield wipers.
This is my day and I’ve been awake less than 2 hours.
However, I promised myself I wouldn’t let the little things get me down anymore.
Dreams aren’t real. Puppies have accidents. Money is just money and windshield wipers can be replaced.
I could literally cry right now because I feel overwhelmed but I refuse to let it happen. I refuse to continue being this emotionally weak person who forgot how to handle bumps in their day.
So I breathe heavy when I walk and talk, and I don’t have the energy to fix my hair or put on makeup. Who cares? I’m alive, I have a wonderful fiancé and family, and 2018 will be a great year for me.