I’ve tried to write the last few days but couldn’t focus long enough to write down anything meaningful. I’ve been feeling weird lately. I’m not sure what is wrong; nor do I have the energy to figure it out, so I’ve just been doing what I can. I’m going through the motions of life, trying to find joy in what I can, while quietly feeling miserable.
My mind feels like this giant blank space with all of these things trying to push their way to the center of my mind. However, my mind won’t let it happen. It’d rather keep everything out then try and deal with anything these days. It’s comical but probably unhealthy.