Oh what a day! Dillon took me to test drive new cars and I ended up having a small panic attack at the car lot. I should have stopped when I first started struggling but I wanted to keep going so bad. My stubbornness is how I got overheated, causing severe lightheadedness and blurry vision. … Continue reading Fight or Flight
I got my nails done yesterday and loved how pretty they looked, even though they seemed to be very thin. I knew I would need to be careful with them, and I made it a whole 24 hours before I injured myself. It really hurts and blood just keeps slowly seeping out. In … Continue reading Thankful for what I can do
I keep pressing but I'm exhausted and would love to take a break. However, I just can't stop - it's one of my many excellent qualities. Passion leads me in everything I pursue, the pursuit that occupies my mind always come from a place deep within. Knowing exactly what you want is a blessing and … Continue reading Lying is easy; Truth is hard
Today has been an extremely painful and exhausting day. I started my morning off in Dallas with a lumbar puncture(LP) attempt x 3 in my neurologist's office. When the Physician Assistant(PA) couldn't get any fluid after the 3rd try (because I kept having excruciating nerve pain), she told me I would have to comeback another … Continue reading He Heard Me
I couldn't stay. Everything was unloaded at my parents house and I had Hamilton in tow. Dillon was getting ready to leave but I just couldn't let him go. Being back in my childhood room didn't bring me comfort but actual anxiety. I'm not sure when that stopped being my home but somewhere during the … Continue reading Home.