"So am I or am I not in heart failure?" Paraphrasing my doctor: 'Well you see there still isn't a definitive answer. We know your heart is definitely abnormal but that's all we know for sure.' "Okay..." • Today I wrapped up my doctors appointment feeling relieved. I have to choose to be relieved because … Continue reading Abnormal Heart
It was really hard getting out of the house today after feeling so bad the past few days. But this morning after my mom called and woke me up at 11:30am, being the 6th time I was awaken since going to sleep that night, I realized I had to get up. Yesterday I made a … Continue reading New Normal
Don't ever give up.
Happiness consumes me, as this was a good day. I always feel re-energized after spending time with my little loves and my momma, of course. I feel like I'm at a pivot in my life and I'm finally heading in a better direction. I hope and pray it remains true. As only time will tell, … Continue reading Happy
I think I'm depressed, I really don't know. I woke up this morning feeling extremely sad, which is dumb because there's no reason to be sad. I hate that days like this happen, it's quite pathetic. I don't understand why I can't just be normal, or at the very least, not chronically ill and depressed. … Continue reading Depressed Maybe?